Full Stop . . .

Its been a while since I have a crush on u..

But I think it should be time to put it to an end..

Crush~es are stupid..

You are definitely right..

So this is it..

Our last chat I guess.. I'll not find u nemore for chat..

Tired~~

So 88 lu ^.^

Boring at Home

Sometimes when Im at home in ipoh.. 

I felt so boring..

Facing 4 walls..

Nobody at home..

It feels so lonely..

I just simply don't wanna back here..

Sorry Dad, Its not that I don't wanna come back 

BUT! ! ! 

I just can't stand the loneliness here..

Its been a while

Its been quite some time since I write this blog..

I wonder why I stopped writing..

Perhaps was too busy with assignment and exam or perhaps not..

It doesn't matter neway.. Haha..

Its been a while and my crush for her is gone..

Its no longer there, I don't bother to find her to chat as she seldom reply me either..

& she never found me for chat before..

We have very few in common..

Maybe I don't really like her or maybe its just puppy love at that moment..

Neway Im sure that I no longer have feelings for her.

Haha.. Im happy and thats it lo..

Dillema

Im suppose to do my assignment now..

But it seems that my mind is thinking of something else..

My crush on her is fading away day by day..

Our chats become lesser and lesser maybe because she and I are busy on assignment..

I don't really know what's the reason..

Maybe because of that guy that appeared during my birthday..

He really brought a great impact on me towards her..

So how I felt that the guy is far greater than me in many ways..

Most importantly is how she feels towards me..

I really want to know yeah.. 

I hope this kind of situation will never get worsen if not there goes my crush..

Hapee Day ^_____^

Im sooooooooooo veryyyyy hapeeeeee today lorrrrrrr.......

Hahahaha... Syok Sendiri-ing.. Hehe...

I went to school as usual 9.40am..

Went to fetch her to school..

Was hapee to see her face in the morning and it made my day lor..

Thanks to Jia Huey again..

This time I manage to have dinner with her..

Hehe.. Its dinner babe.. Oh yeahhhhhhh ! ! !

Crazy lor.. Haha.. 

I dun care if I'm crazy but I just can't express how happy I am..

Today Risk Management lecture last for just 30 minutes and it ended at 6.30pm..

I sat back and waited for them to finish the exam..

Then we headed for dinner at Golden Sand..

She ordered oyster peanut porridge..

The worse part is that it had spring onion in it.. 

I guess the taste was awful for her..

I felt so bad for her but there's nothing I could do..

Sad~~

Also I ordered the wrong food for Soo Lee

She wanted laksa but I ordered moonlight hor fun for her..

I'm sorry yeah..

Maybe because I was too excited that time that my mind messed up..

The worse thing is I forgot to pray before I eat..

Anyhow I'll try my best to remember to pray next time yeah..

After that we went to the mini fun fair at Kampar.. Hehe..

It all turned out to be pretty well and we ride on the wheel..

I'm afraid of heights actually, maybe because she was there I wasn't afraid at all..

During the first spin up I think she was kinna scared of it..

She grab on my hand and I was like..

Oh My Gosh~~

It was my first time holding her hands and my heart was like beeping..

lub-dub lub-duh lub-dub..

Even its just for a short while but Im totally hapee lor..

Haha.. It kept spinning over and over.. 

It was fun but we got alittle dizzy..

Then we went to the westlake for a walk..

It was thanks to Soo Lee for suggesting it..

Haha.. We spent around 2 hours there..

Chit chatting and feel the wind there..

I found out that she likes stars pretty much..

There was a moon there too..

Each of us took a picture with it..

We headed back around 11.30pm..

Had a happy and wonderful night..
I is the best ever..

Thank you lord for the wonderful night =)

 

 

Visiting family at KL and My Birthday Celebration~~

I went to KL again this lovely week to visit my mom..

Its the third time i been there.. Hehe..

This time something special happened..

Not because of my birthday..

I get to know more about my mom..

We had been in an open talk..

We talked and talked for days.. 

 Finally what has been in our hearts for years had finally been all released out..

I'm totally hapee yeah..

Finally my mom can have a heart at peace..

Also I know about what happened during the past..

There were no rights or wrongs in a relationship actually..

So I didn't blame my parents for making my life miserable all these years..

Maybe it was a test given by god..

& thank god I did missed the earlier train..

That few hours with my mom helped her to let go her past with my dad..

Now she's all relieved I guess..

I have faith in her and she's happier than ever now..

I'm truly happy with it..

Also thanks to Uncle Alex for everything he had done for us..

Truly appreciate it very much =)

I totally enjoyed the time I spent at KL not because the food at there was good..

But because I could spend quality time with my family and that is all that matters to me..

 Me and Mom

Me and my mom again ^^ 

Picture of the whole gang.. Mom, Bryan, Colin, Uncle Alex and me.. 

Birthday celebration with family at Cell Group

Waltz WIth Love

The time all of us have been waited for Waltz has finally arrived..

But Im not excited at all..

Dunno why leh..

Perhaps my partner isn't her..

All seemed so different.

No mood..

Im still thinking of her..

I wish she was there, I could send her roses..

I could hang around with her..

Know more about her personally..

Being with her is all that matters..

But that's just my imagination lor..

Kinna sad back there looking on those with their love ones..
Its waltz with love but I don't feel d love there just because she wasn't there..

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