Full Stop . . .

Its been a while since I have a crush on u..

But I think it should be time to put it to an end..

Crush~es are stupid..

You are definitely right..

So this is it..

Our last chat I guess.. I'll not find u nemore for chat..

Tired~~

So 88 lu ^.^

Boring at Home

Sometimes when Im at home in ipoh.. 

I felt so boring..

Facing 4 walls..

Nobody at home..

It feels so lonely..

I just simply don't wanna back here..

Sorry Dad, Its not that I don't wanna come back 

BUT! ! ! 

I just can't stand the loneliness here..

Its been a while

Its been quite some time since I write this blog..

I wonder why I stopped writing..

Perhaps was too busy with assignment and exam or perhaps not..

It doesn't matter neway.. Haha..

Its been a while and my crush for her is gone..

Its no longer there, I don't bother to find her to chat as she seldom reply me either..

& she never found me for chat before..

We have very few in common..

Maybe I don't really like her or maybe its just puppy love at that moment..

Neway Im sure that I no longer have feelings for her.

Haha.. Im happy and thats it lo..

Dillema

Im suppose to do my assignment now..

But it seems that my mind is thinking of something else..

My crush on her is fading away day by day..

Our chats become lesser and lesser maybe because she and I are busy on assignment..

I don't really know what's the reason..

Maybe because of that guy that appeared during my birthday..

He really brought a great impact on me towards her..

So how I felt that the guy is far greater than me in many ways..

Most importantly is how she feels towards me..

I really want to know yeah.. 

I hope this kind of situation will never get worsen if not there goes my crush..

Hapee Day ^_____^

Im sooooooooooo veryyyyy hapeeeeee today lorrrrrrr.......

Hahahaha... Syok Sendiri-ing.. Hehe...

I went to school as usual 9.40am..

Went to fetch her to school..

Was hapee to see her face in the morning and it made my day lor..

Thanks to Jia Huey again..

This time I manage to have dinner with her..

Hehe.. Its dinner babe.. Oh yeahhhhhhh ! ! !

Crazy lor.. Haha.. 

I dun care if I'm crazy but I just can't express how happy I am..

Today Risk Management lecture last for just 30 minutes and it ended at 6.30pm..

I sat back and waited for them to finish the exam..

Then we headed for dinner at Golden Sand..

She ordered oyster peanut porridge..

The worse part is that it had spring onion in it.. 

I guess the taste was awful for her..

I felt so bad for her but there's nothing I could do..

Sad~~

Also I ordered the wrong food for Soo Lee

She wanted laksa but I ordered moonlight hor fun for her..

I'm sorry yeah..

Maybe because I was too excited that time that my mind messed up..

The worse thing is I forgot to pray before I eat..

Anyhow I'll try my best to remember to pray next time yeah..

After that we went to the mini fun fair at Kampar.. Hehe..

It all turned out to be pretty well and we ride on the wheel..

I'm afraid of heights actually, maybe because she was there I wasn't afraid at all..

During the first spin up I think she was kinna scared of it..

She grab on my hand and I was like..

Oh My Gosh~~

It was my first time holding her hands and my heart was like beeping..

lub-dub lub-duh lub-dub..

Even its just for a short while but Im totally hapee lor..

Haha.. It kept spinning over and over.. 

It was fun but we got alittle dizzy..

Then we went to the westlake for a walk..

It was thanks to Soo Lee for suggesting it..

Haha.. We spent around 2 hours there..

Chit chatting and feel the wind there..

I found out that she likes stars pretty much..

There was a moon there too..

Each of us took a picture with it..

We headed back around 11.30pm..

Had a happy and wonderful night..
I is the best ever..

Thank you lord for the wonderful night =)

 

 

Visiting family at KL and My Birthday Celebration~~

I went to KL again this lovely week to visit my mom..

Its the third time i been there.. Hehe..

This time something special happened..

Not because of my birthday..

I get to know more about my mom..

We had been in an open talk..

We talked and talked for days.. 

 Finally what has been in our hearts for years had finally been all released out..

I'm totally hapee yeah..

Finally my mom can have a heart at peace..

Also I know about what happened during the past..

There were no rights or wrongs in a relationship actually..

So I didn't blame my parents for making my life miserable all these years..

Maybe it was a test given by god..

& thank god I did missed the earlier train..

That few hours with my mom helped her to let go her past with my dad..

Now she's all relieved I guess..

I have faith in her and she's happier than ever now..

I'm truly happy with it..

Also thanks to Uncle Alex for everything he had done for us..

Truly appreciate it very much =)

I totally enjoyed the time I spent at KL not because the food at there was good..

But because I could spend quality time with my family and that is all that matters to me..

 Me and Mom

Me and my mom again ^^ 

Picture of the whole gang.. Mom, Bryan, Colin, Uncle Alex and me.. 

Birthday celebration with family at Cell Group

Waltz WIth Love

The time all of us have been waited for Waltz has finally arrived..

But Im not excited at all..

Dunno why leh..

Perhaps my partner isn't her..

All seemed so different.

No mood..

Im still thinking of her..

I wish she was there, I could send her roses..

I could hang around with her..

Know more about her personally..

Being with her is all that matters..

But that's just my imagination lor..

Kinna sad back there looking on those with their love ones..
Its waltz with love but I don't feel d love there just because she wasn't there..

. . . 

Time Before Waltz~~

Its around 45 minutes before going for the dance now..

But now what Im thinking of is not the dance but instead is "her"..

We chat alittle while ago..

I was kinna happy but sleepy at the same time.. 

I went to sleep in but when I woke up I think of her again..

What is this feeling..

Been not having it for quite some time..

I wish I can chat with her now but she went offline..

T.T

Breakfast with Housemate ^^

Today I woke up quite early around 7.20am.

The main purpose was to have breakfast at "pasar".

LOL~~

Its been awhile since I go there to eat.

Kinna excited though as on of my past time hobby is EAT-ing..

Muahahahaha...

After that we went to the so called park and hang around there..

Its kinna fun actually, going back to time when we were kids..

Playing all those playground games xD

Really fun lor~~

Thanks guys for making it a day ^^

 2 little kiddie..

Lolz~~ 

 SS-ing xD

 =)

Haha~~ 

Im trapped 

~ Stars ~

Girlz gang~~ 

Wei Jian kena bully~~ 

My turn kena bully T.T

Back In Ipoh (Day 2)

Today is the 2nd Im back but its also the last day.. 

So SAD lor~~ (Have to leave Ipoh so fast)

Woke up early at 8.45am (its been ages since I woke up so early =D )

Had breakfast with my dad, Matthew, Erica and my step mom ^^v

& THEN

Meow Prime aka Chun Ho sent me an sms.. 

"Go watch Green Lantern lo.. Everyone is going oh"

I was like okie, lets go ^^

But in the end green hornet transformed into Transformers as there's a new slot for it..

Today was a lucky day after all..

We watched from 12-2.30..

Planned to had lunch together but my mom suddenly call and said Im in Ipoh lets have lunch..

I was like LOL..

Had lunch with Mom, Alex, mom's mom (grandma), Colin & Bryan (my bros ^^)..

I went back home, after lunch..

My aunt brought my grandma from the nursing home.. 

We spent the rest of the evening together..

Had dinner with grandma, dad, bro, sis, aunt and my step mom..

Finally its time to go back Kampar.. Haha..

Thanks to Dr.Ding for the trip back to kampar and also to Meow Prime for the ticket =)

Back in Kampar..

I went upstairs to my housemate room..

We chat for a while and suddenly one of my housemate turned into men in "formal"..

The "craziness" suddenly popped out & I put myself on the "lovely" tie I bought back there in KL..

We ended taking some silly picture.. LOL..

 The "SS" me but I like this pict ^^

My friend say I looked so "yam".. Haha.. 

Men in Formal ^^

& THEN 

I went back to my room, clicked on facebook for awhile (but didn't play any game)

Headed to sleep and there goes my day..

I felt contented.. Hehe..

Back In Ipoh (Day 1)

I just finished my exam earlier this morning around 9.50a.m.

I was kinna happy because I'm going back to Ipoh.

The main reason is I could see my dad, my brother and sister as I kinna missed them.

Its been 2 weeks since I last saw them.. Hehe..

The credit goes to my friend, Dr. Ding (I used to call him that) for fetching me back.

We had dinner together and I enjoyed it, just because my dad was around =)

& THEN

There goes second round.

Outing with friends.

At first I thought it will just be a few of us like usual times but the numbers ended up more than expected.

Truly appreciate it yeah for coming out guys.

The guest list are as following: 

Chun Ho (cat)

Dr. Ding (ding dong bell)

Dr. Kan (fishy)

Fuyi  (Dota "noob")

Wai Yew (cuttle fish)

Adrian  (ancient chicken - long time no see)

Wee Keng (fortune teller)

Shi Wei  (shi peng pet- nickname given by Daniel)

Calo Dt. (carrot)

Calo's Sis (sorry didn't know ur name)

& finally ME ^^

Initially we agreed to come at 9.30pm but it ended up all arrived around 10pm.. 

Except for cuttle fish who came on time..

Really sorry yeah due to some inconvenience..

We had a long chit chat session and it was kinna fun..

Session ended around 1am and we all finally decided to go back.. 

I had a fun night even Im half conscious due to not enough sleep but I truly enjoy it ^^

Hope we can gather again sometime..

Muahahahahaha ! ! !

Mixed Feelings...

Yesterday was a happy and gloomy day.

It all started when I took my friend to see the English coach.

At first it was a good intention in helping my friends to improve their English.

The coach said he'll help them up but in a condition they must fulfill certain criteria.

So they took the test.

But in the end I one of my friend didn't do well.

The coach said she was in the bottom line and somehow I think it hurt her feelings.

Initially I was happy but it suddenly my feeling turned into a "moody mode".

I felt guilty somehow, it was my fault.

But anyhow what is done is already done.

Since there's no time travel machine I can't repair my mistake.

Just don't repeat the same MISTAKE ! ! !

Even though I said just let it go but it happened to ding dong in my mind all day.

SOMEWHERE SOMEHOW! ! !

Anyhow I thought my feelings would be bad all day.

Until "she" drop by in chat.

Even we just chat for 5min but it definitely tuned up my mood =)

I'm all revived back.

I felt happy somehow.

Time to get back to my studies yeah.

Tomorrow is my first exam for this semester.

Really hope I could do well yeah.

^^v

Happy Day ^_____^

I was so happy today =)

I thought it will be another ordinary day but not until I went to visit my housemate's class.

I thought of just dropping for fun since I got nothing to do at home

No more MAFIA WARS after all.

 & THEN

Something out of a blue happened.

I met "her" ^^

I went blushing the moment I saw her & my heart was screaming..

WHOOoo HOOoo!!! YIPEE =)

I ended sitting with her during d whole 2 hour class..

Enjoyed it very much ^^

A New Beginning..

Today is the firssssssssssst day I finally stopped playing 
"Mafia Wars".
Consider this a NeW BeginninG for me xD
Actually I didn't thought of stopping it after my "FiRst Attempt" last time.
But things seemed to have changed this semester.


I finally had a "life" in Kampar.
New housemates came in, all of them are friendly and I feel comfortable being with them.
This is the magic of friends after all, I rather spend my time fooling around or joke with them instead of playing Mafia Wars.. Facebook Games ! ! ! Oh My Gosh since when I been acting like this.. I have no idea at all.. But its good. I LIKED it very muchieee... Hehehehehe.......


Time really flies and I have been playing "it" for 2 full years unnoticed, EVER since I sign myself up in facebook...


CHALLENGE AHEAD ! ! !
Its really hard to stop playing just like that as if Im like a drug addict.
Trying to stop taking morphine but you just can't resist the temptation (Even though I do inject myself everyday, but please don't misunderstand that Im that kind of person) =D
Since I have decided to do it.. So just pray hard for success and JUST DO IT ^_^

                              Say NO to Mafia ! ! ! Peace =)

Since I'm not gonna play Mafia Wars, I'll find something else to do.. Haha.. Lets do some blogging.. Yeah Babe! ! !

Actually I didn't plan to create this blog but after reading the blog from "someone" ahem, I decided to make one of my own.. Hehe..